People say I got a drinking problem but I am just trying to fit in!
Hi Craig,
I was really interested watching your video’s, it’s pretty clear that you understand from experience how a drinker thinks. You seem very intelligent and have done your research. I get the feeling from listening to you that you really do care and want people to give up the poison and not just a money making venture.
The thing that I’m hoping you can help with is that I don’t know why I do it, I mean I think it is probably because it’s taken a hold and I’ve become dependent, but a doctor I saw recently kept asking me why, why do I keep numbing myself and I don’t know why, I enjoy it at the time, I love it in fact, but I know it is not making me be all that I can be. But do I need to be all that I can be? I’m a high achiever and certainly high functioning but I don’t really understand why I can’t stop now, I mean it makes sense that I should stop, for health especially and my career and life but I really love it and especially how it makes me feel relaxed and more fun and fun to be around – I see from what you are saying it probably isn’t helping at all, but it does seem to.
Ok, so this is going to sound really silly and probably really obnoxious and even a horrible person but I think possibly that I drink to dumb down and enjoy what normal people enjoy, I’ve often thought that I wish I wasn’t so intelligent, so empathetic and socially aware so I could relax and not worry about everything so much.
But then I’m not sure I am worrying. It’s been decades of drinking and I don’t even know if I am smart or just learned to adapt or who knows.
I would love to see a webinar, youtube, whatever thing about wishing you could dumb down if it is even a thing
M
People say I got a drinking problem but I am just trying to fit in!
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